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 No.1311

This is Erin's marriage human; she's going to a mental hospital for a few weeks. I don't know more details yet

 No.1312

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"Fihi ma fihi."

I wish them the best.

 No.1314

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>>1312
Annnnnnnd I've returned.

 No.1315

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>>1314
Were the patients running the funny farm?

 No.1316

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>>1315
A nurse was attacked, locked in a patient room and a patient escaped. I saw a girl try to kill herself. I saw a guy have seizures and hurt himself. I woke up to "HELP! HELP!" because the guy was having seizures at 5am. The attached pic is something I copied from the wall in my hospital room. Another wall had "help me help help help" written on it.

 No.1317

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>>1316
Then there was the guy screaming every night because the voices wouldn't stop. The woman that was screaming at the nurses while walking around with a book that she was tearing apart. Then there was the guy from the high risk unit that tried to attack my group while we were walking to the cafeteria.

Overall it was a very relaxing and recuperative hospitalization. Smiles all around. I swear I'm happy now.

 No.1318

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>>1317
I even kept my cafeteria privileges and outside time privileges! They even gave me extra watered down cranberry juice as a reward! I swear, I'm happy.

 No.1319

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>>1316
>>1317
>>1318
Nothing like being put out to pasture to realize how comparatively sane you are, eh?

 No.1320

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>>1319
I think that I'm less sane for having been there. It was a hell of an experience.

Right now I can't get this girl out of my head. She's covered in scars, every visible bit of her has self inflicted scars. On my way out of the hospital she hugged me and asked me to take care of myself because she couldn't stand seeing me wanting to die. Literally, the night before she tried to kill herself. This shit is messing with me.

 No.1321

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>>1320
Sometimes there's just no sense to things. Pondering on whether there's some meaning in bullshit just makes you go further down the rabbit hole.

 No.1322

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Alternatively, bitches just be crazy.

 No.1323

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>>1321
I just wish that she could have at least some compassion for herself. Which I suppose is crazy in it's own way on my part. I was there for another suicide attempt too.

 No.1324

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>>1323
>>1322 stands as a solid interpretation still.

 No.1325

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>>1324
True enough. I still feel off kilter. To be honest, I think that hospital stay made me a little worse. Which is something I'm not quite sure of how to handle.

 No.1326

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>>1325
I've had the opposite fortune: being around nutters just made me realize I'm the only sane person.

 No.1327

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>>1326
The thing is there were so little fucks given by the staff. Most people were there voluntarily. One of the nurses threatened to beat one woman. A psychiatrist was creeping on me hard. I asked a social worker to sit in whenever I had to talk to the psychiatrist. The entire experience was terrible. There was fucking blood on the wall and ceiling in one room. It had been there for a few days at least.

 No.1328

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>>1327
Asylums are rarely for the benefit of the patient but some notion of jailer, keeping them away from society.
Honestly, if you have to ever choose where to go, find a university affiliated hospital with a mental health wing, not just an asylum.

 No.1329

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>>1326
That's exactly what a nutter thinks.

>>1327
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On a serious note, those places are societies way of trying to hide the embarrassment of mental health because they don't want to see these things. They are literal hell behind walls. I've had family end up in there for suicide attempts too. Until mental health is looked at in a different light and dealt with properly, these places will continue to exist.

 No.1331

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>>1328
My first choice was part of the UW and my second was part of a normal hospital. This place was my choice. It was hear or go involuntary. My options were out.

>>1329
It's going to be stuck in my head for a while yet. Everything there was fucking crazy, and not the patients. The encouragement system really fucked with me.

 No.1332

>>1331
I meant to say it was my last choice.

 No.1333

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>>1329
I'm the sanest godforsaken man in a world that's gone completely mad.

 No.1334

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>>1331
Looks you chose the bad end route.

 No.1335

>>1334
It sure as fuck felt like it. The ER held me as long as they could. They were hoping that one of my top two choices would have an opening but they didn't. So I ended up at the worst. My wife is planning on preparing for me to go back but to one of the better options. My mental health is all over the place lately. Right now it's in a good place but that's a first for today (and I'm off to bed).

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 No.1338

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>>1316
Just wanted to solve the puzzle. It says:
"I want to kill not only myself but others to"

 No.1340

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>>1335
You know my thoughts on it all and my particular brand of cynicism and solipsism aren't the most helpful.

All you can do is pick up the pieces and realize you're a better or worse person because of it, taking shit day by day.

 No.1341

>>1340
I think it's about all I can do at this point.

 No.1343

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>>1341
Alternatively, keep a crown in a safe and whenever you feel the thoughts overtake you, proclaim yourself king of a world gone completely mad.

 No.1344

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>>1343
Beats finding a bell tower.

 No.1345

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>>1344
I may be reading too much Eldritch literature in the last few weeks. Or months. Or years.

As long as you're not reading Dead Souls while being the one sane person in a facility, you're probably okay.



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